Policewoman lifestyle changes after intense experience

Vanja, the agent in question, posted an emotional message on her blog. She tells them that the discovery of a dead mother has changed her life forever. She was 23 kilos and stopped smoking.

CPR

Vanja tells about the time she was called in 2014 for a resuscitation at Great Bear in Amstelveen. Help comes too late: the woman was deceased on arrival and are asked to Vanja or she wants to watch the 3-year-old daughter.

"I can not tell the child who her mother is deceased, it should be left to relatives. People they trust. I understand and still in robot mode I step into the house of the neighbors in, "says Vasja in the blog post.

EMOTIONAL

During the 'careful' Vanja gets tough. "I see Kiara grabs the tray La Vache Quirit, a stick and pulls it dipped into the cheese. She puts it in her mouth. "MMMMM that's good," she says."When Mom wakes up soon, I ask them this also wants to buy for me!" It breaks my heart .... I think: Oh dear, but should that be so ... Beware I ask how long her mother Kiara already asleep? Her answer I hear that she has no sense of time, what do you expect from a child of three years. "

LIFESTYLE

When she retired from the girl, Vanja has struggled to bounce back. The officer thinks it's a frightening idea that it could happen to her own daughter. If the agent is also still ill on a vacation, she finds the time to change her lifestyle.

"I want to get rid of the fear that I found in bed dead word and my daughter has no mother," she explains. She quits smoking and is much healthier life. "I am now 23 kilos and feel incredibly good. Because of my new life, I have also the story of Kiara and her mother made ​​a spot. "

The whole story of Vanja you can here read.