I put my daughter SOON THE HOUSE

This private cottage came after five years. Which own business was also within reach, when my boss got rheumatism and wanted to emigrate to the Spanish Costa. But when my mother turned seriously ill; cancer. The doctors did not know how long she had to live.

Ebb

I am her only daughter and felt obliged to possibly take care of her as well in her last life. Take that case could then no longer. A great chance went to my nose over, but I was talking about my mother.

After she died, I started working again. In another barbershop, because I could not stomach it now because someone else was in charge. But I was tired of the intense time with my mother. My energy and ambition were at a low ebb and I went on vacation with a friend.

HOLIDAY FLIRT

Very cliché, I met a nice man I fell head over heels. He gave me the idea that I was more than a holiday flirt. He's even been a few times to visit 'to settle things. But eventually I was left alone and pregnant a few thousand euros lighter behind. I came only later behind.

I wanted nothing more to do with the impostor, but his child (a girl) I wanted to keep. It seemed to me a welcome twist to my hitherto not so happy life. I was sure I could scatter it on my own, and looked forward to all the fun mom / daughter things I would do to her.

Disappointment

But I have me seriously miscalculated. She was a crybaby and I liked the single motherhood coupled with my barber job heavy. Sometimes I was so tired and desperate ... I even ever been with a pillow over her bed. In retrospect I think I had postpartum depression.

I ran on my gums but I always thought, hold on. When she is older, it is really fun. It was a bit easier, but it's never been good between us. She was cross as a toddler, a gland as a toddler and has grown into a spoiled, selfish adolescent.

BRUTAL DOG

Warm feelings mother I never had. She has no respect for me and shameless. Even the men who were very occasionally in my life. She chased them piece by piece.

But I have two bright spots in my life: she has just turned 18 and since she does this year's secondary school graduation. Probably she succeeds. She only has no idea what study they want to do, so it is an intermediate year. Fine, but I pull my hands off her.

FINANCIAL

She wants to be treated still as happy adult? So they may look for a room and to lead her own life. They do not know yet, because I want to wait with this news until I'm sure she has succeeded. The first time I want some help out financially yet, but then she has to grub it really needs.

Because now I turn. I go for a month to visit my favorite cousin who emigrated to Australia. If I like it, it just might be that I do not come back. And I do not think I will miss my daughter very.

By Editorial Telegraaf.nl/Vrouw